October 26, 2005

Well why not? Sure I'll post something today. It's raining, cold, bitter and crazy outside!! I'm tucked in my warm house. Already ventured into the world for classes..now I'm trying to recover my body from the internal chill!

My dreads are in the making! Well there isn't any form to them yet, but I'm starting them by the end of the week. Last time I did dreads I left my hair color black...they looked good but I was looking for a little more funk this time. I decided to bleach parts of my hair. Right now I kind of look like a zebra but I did a test dread and it looked pretty kick ass. So my hair is zebra like. Looks pretty neato right now, even without the dreads. I'm going to start sectioning off my hair today...it should take a couple days. Then the no washing takes effect...blah blah. Then the itching:) Oh the joys!

Things are going good. I'm doing a lot of volunteer work for Question 1. Vote NO! Maine Won't Discriminate. If you want more information about the Question just visit the website. www.mainewontdiscriminate.com It's a very important issue that needs everyone's consideration. Please, vote no on question 1!!!! And if you get a phone call from little ole me explaining it, be nice and listen. I had this woman last night say..."Why don't you find something more worthwhile to volunteer for, like, let's say, poor people." I couldn't believe it!! Bitch!

The campaign director calls me sunshine:) I love it!! haha

Went to rusted root on friday. HELLO!! I have seen a lot of shows in my day and I would have to say. That was one of the best, if not the best. I met up with a lot of my friends from all over the state. I traveled with 3 other people from Bangor. It was such a kick ass time. Everyone was dancing, feeling the music. They played pretty much all of When I Woke. Which I consider to be one of their best albums. The mood was upbeat and the crowd was crazy!! The beer was pretty great too:)

After the show my friend Amy and I ventured to Brian Boru's to have a few drinks with Matt. He is just as great as always. Looked good, seemed like everything was going well. He is heading to Las Vegas sometime this week. JEALOUS! After getting completely wasted at Boru's we headed back to Free Street to meet Rusted. They were having a few beers there after the show. We missed them:( It was such a bummer. But we decided to head back home. My little friend Jim had to drive because I was shitfaced. We stopped at LLBean so I could pick up my new winter jacket. Pretty sweet.

Overall, a great experience!

Had a run-in with Nick on Saturday night. It was interesting. It's amazing that after all this time, and after all that heartache we both caused each other, we embrace the time we get to spend with each other. It was awkward at first but then the normal form of communication came about. Sometimes I miss him. Sometimes I wish it had all worked out. But on the other hand I'm glad it didn't. I need more. I desire more for myself in life. More than he could have ever given me. All life's experiences have lead me to this point. And that includes the extreme heartache of loving Nick.

As the rain quietly drizzles, and the wind blows shaking the hell out of my windchime, I ponder things in my life. I've come to realize, this life is good. It has so much to offer, if you really just stop and think about it. I feel peaceful. I feel empowered. Take a little of my recent strength and use it in your own life. Do wonderful things!!! Also leave me a comment!! I want to see who is reading this. I don't care if you don't know what to say. Just say hello :) Make my day!!

October 19, 2005

let's break it down shall we?

the semester has been going on for about a month and a half

i've been sick probably all but a week of it

first...
hacking, migranes
then...
flu, throwing up
after that...
unbearable fever
even more...
hacking, going off the road...
ER VISIT #1
still more..
hacking so hard=throwing up
yes, you guessed it...
throwing up
and now...
finally...
after a bad cold/bronchitis/strep throat incident...
I have an ear infection.
ER VISIT #2

do you think i'm allergic to school?

wow..this is going to be one successful semester! dean's list here i come.

October 15, 2005

hehe
hehe
hehe

i like someone

hehe

:)

he's pretty cool.

October 13, 2005

It's been awhile

I know.

I've been sick. Shouldn't surprise you really! Everytime I get rid of something, I get something else. I don't know how great this post will be because I'm pretty drugged up on NyQuil and Codine:) Ah, the good life. So let me just update you a little bit.

I've been looking at new cars for the winter. My car sucks, and I want to try and get a newer car with less miles. Going back and forth to Winslow everyday is going to do a number on my current automobile...the CRAPFIRE:) But the crapfire just had some transmission work, I'm getting new tires tomorrow. And I got new license plates for it. TO PEACE I think it's going to look fabulous when the DMV finally sends them to me!

School is alright. I'm a little overwhelmed, just getting back and being sick so much. I looked at my semester pretty reasonable and decided to drop a class. It's one that didn't spark my interest at all anyway. So I dropped a class, which only gives me 9 credits. Seems like I do this every semester. It's all good though. I would rather do that, then flunk it.

I've been going out a lot. Trying to get my spirits high even though I'm sick again. It's been fun. Hanging out with some awesome new people. It's good to get out of the house and associate with others. Weird, but fun.

House is going well. One of my roommates and I have the occasional problem because I'm a bitch and say things like they are. I tried to warn everyone! :) I moved from the back porch to the upstairs walk in closet. Anyway you look at it, it pretty much sucks:) But the walk in closet doesn't have a shitload of bugs and isn't 100 below zero either. I can't complain, and won't...GODDAMN IT!

I'm going to a lot of shows coming up this month. Next Friday is Rusted Root. I bought two people tixs because I'm nice and don't know when to say no. It's because I want everyone to get a chance to experience rusted root. It's one they will always remember. So what if it maxed out my credit cards? No biggie. Then the beginning of November Citizen Cope is going back to Boston, but I'll be heading to Worcester to see Gregory Douglass. I'm a little bummed, but oh well. I get to see Chad which makes it all worth missing CC. Later that week I will be introducing Guster at the Hampton Beach Casino. Should be a rocking good time. I'll be working during the show but at least I'll be able to hear it. I HEART GUSTER.

Let's see...work is fine. It's work..I'm sick of it!

I think that's pretty much it.

No boyfriend yet:( But that doesn't mean I'm not looking. I had some guy ask me if I was accepting applications...It's okay if I say that about myself,not if a guy says that to me. HELLO! No!! I'm not hiring.

OH BIG NEWS!!!!!!!!!

Winter turns 5 this month!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINTER!!

Peace out kids,
next time i'll tell you about swimming....