everytime i think i am slipping away from doing things i love, i get thrown right back into the mix of things! and i couldn't be more thankful. i felt like i was on a music hiatus. i hated it. i hadn't been to a concert since...who knows when. then finally, i'm back. going to see two awesome shows coming up. godsmack and a perfect circle. also i just started working my tail off for loki. i went from having nothing to do, to setting up the entire line of merchandise for bumstock. so even though i can't sleep yet again, because of a certain situation, and even though it's 3am, i'm still a little bit happy. music is going to get me through this, just like it has done so many times before. i guess i would like to say thanks to the musicians that really mean a lot to me...my new found loki(john and mike), jason levasseur, and gregory douglass.