This update is for you. I never knew anyone read this until you mentioned it. So I'll continue writing. I'll continue pouring my heart out to this webpage. Everything makes more sense written down. No one knows that better than us. Today I had the most interesting day of my life. I went from feeling down and lonely, to feeling like a queen. Feeling like someone still wanted to look at me. To hold me. But it was only for a night. A one night stand. I wonder to myself if it's normal. Normal to fall back into the regular routine with someone you once loved. I think it is. I don't think it's normal for it to happen all the time...but I mean, come on. You go from being with someone everyday to nothing. There has got to be some kind of catching up every once in awhile. Does that make it right? I guess maybe it does. I feel normal, I feel okay. I feel like it's something that needed to be done. Not only to put into perspective our relationship and what we are leaving behind, but to realize that I'm not alone but I can also do whatever I want. I wanted that. I wanted you. I feel great. I hope you do too.